don't dream it's over

2007-10-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

I moved away from blogger, if you didn't know.

2007-10-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

I feel like whining now, but there's nobody to listen. There's a thousand things that I 'm sick of and i don't want to do. I really dread going to school, I hate waking up so frigging early and eating breakfast + tying my hair + wearing my shoes + packing my bag + sleeping on the way to school. And the school hasn't been kind enough to arrange nice post exam activities. There's like principals address, hoy address, reading superstar -____- and whatever shit thing on tmr. And tmr is the all-pon-school day, and it's bad because I CANT JOIN IN.

And then i'm feeling disgusted having to use the laptop for the entire day because my brother took the desktop. all my files are in there, how can i possibly survive on the laptop. plus, i prefer staring at huge computer screen. WHATEVER IT IS, THIS LAPTOP SUCKS, SO DOES MY BROTHER.

There's more that i can go on about, but it isn't very nice to put on blogger. so byebye.

2007-10-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

I guess everyone has their own troubles beneath their smiles. Superheroes don't exist.

2007-10-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

(:

the jigsaw glue was horrible.

and my phone's camera is lousy.

2007-10-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm really tired, got back at 10pm. OMG, almost 16 hours out of home. Checking of papers today was like time for bingo. Ellyn, Felicia and I were like playing bingo right in front of zhanglaoshi when he was scolding us for chinese. aiya, whatever lah. we rock (: Did CMPS stuff during the free hours, but mia-ed several times cos of some stuff. (sorry!)

And after school, we waited for kohjiawen before heading towards taka for seoulgarden. we did a lot of stupid stuff, I bet some member of the public is gonna complain about us and our rubbish. :X but I miss 205 and all of you guys <3

hmm, i'm too tired to continue blogging about seoulgarden and our broken eggs, i shall wait for Emelia/huiqi/penny/jiawen to blog, then i'll add the link. byebye

2007-10-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

There's a million things that I want to change and complete, but at the end of the day, I realised that I can't. And I guess I should stop expecting so much from others when I'm not sure if I am able to do them myself.

2007-10-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

I'm too lazy to blog, so I shall keep things short.

Yesterday:
1. School
2. Shopping with Desirene
3. Lunch at Fareast
4. Botanic Gardens

the Indian sweeper with some leafy nosering called this the "Water Fall Down" haha

DID YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE SWANS IN SWAN LAKE? :O

Today:
Gek kiang, I started on a 2014 pieces puzzle of a ship. YES ALTHOUGH YOU CAN'T TELL ITS A SHIP, IT IS A SHIP (:

2007-10-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

I never knew what my name meant. okay, now I know it's a christian name, cool uh!

Meaning: Its source is Elisheva, a Hebrew name meaning "God's promise."

Popularity: The name Elyssa ranked 982nd in popularity for females of all ages in a sample of 2000-2003 Social Security Administration statistics.

Narrative: Other suggested meanings still relate to the fulfillment of a promise. They include ''God's satisfaction'' and ''God's perfection.''

Until the 16th-century reign of England's Queen Elizabeth I, this name was most commonly spelled with an ''s'' in the middle. Such was the popularity of Good Queen Bess that her spelling has reigned supreme ever since.

Speaking of Bess, this name is the Mother of All Nicknames, Spellings and Alternate Forms. We've counted close to 70 so far, and we are still looking!
//
Gender:
Female

Ethnic Origin:
Greek

Meaning:
Variant of Elissa. From the blessed isles.

Popularity Ranking From 1990 - 2003 * :
Rank for year 1996 is 890
Rank for year 1997 is 868
Rank for year 1998 is 802
Rank for year 1999 is 867
Rank for year 2000 is 896
Rank for year 2001 is 918
Rank for year 2002 is 889
Rank for year 2003 is 928

* Rank 1 is the most popular, rank 2 is the next most popular, and so forth.
Rankings are from the top 1000 most popular names.

Numerology:
Expression Number 9: People with this name tend to be passionate, compassionate, intuitive, romantic, and to have magnetic personalities. They are usually humanitarian, broadminded and generous, and tend to follow professions where they can serve humanity. Because they are so affectionate and giving, they may be imposed on. They are romantic and easily fall in love, but may be easily hurt and are sometimes quick-tempered.

2007-10-11T17:15:00.000+08:00

I'M FREEEE. (okay free for dates and everything else!) :D I don't feel as happy as I did last year. hmm, perhaps I knew that I didn't work hard this year cos I'm burnt out and sick of studying. last year, I was nerdy man 8-) I studied super hard with redbulls, coffee and toothpaste on my eyes (my stupid idea lah but kept me awake:) And this year, I can't even be bothered to flip open my damn file.

Heck, it's all over and I'm a happy girl. I won't feel guilty watching TV/ blogsurfing/ facebooking/ talking on the phone/ sleeping early/ blogging. (: I'll have my daily long afternoon naps and go watch all my drama serials on ch 55 and 255 <3 and play sims :D

I had a wonderful afternoon with Tricia! I had no sense of direaction and brought her to the wrong place for lunch twiceee. Then we ended up eating at Yuki and Yaki. Stupid name lah, but then it was some Japanese type of Seoul garden. People were like just dumping their food into the soup or hot plate; but we were so innovative! we cooked omelette by mixing seaweed, sausage and teppanyakichicken! and it was a pretty nice omelette. And um, fried noodles with cabbage, meat, sauce and everything we could find. cool okay! I don't think we were supposed to do that lah, cos the woman kept walking up and down and staring at us. I guess what was expected of us was to obediently fry the food individually/ boil it. (: let's go out again someday :D

Oh and Emelia, let's go fishing/kiteflying/shopping/sleepovers/movies/sentosa, aiya whatever lah, let's just go out really soon!

2007-10-10T13:54:00.000+08:00

Marginal profits are not worth the effort.

2007-10-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

i screwed history today. don't ask me how i did it. but yeah, I didn't even have the mood to study history during the weekend. My SBQ was like fos, i kept "based on my contextual knowledge" but c'mon lah, I didn't even know a single thing about Provisional Govt. I didn't even know what I was writing. Then the SEQ question was more comforting, cos I expected that damn question to come out (okay, that means I might not get L3 - fail, anymoreee)

Chemistry was not that bad. I think the paper was easy, cos I knew how to answer most of the questions(for once) and um, I couldn't have grown much smarter over the weekend, so it must have been the paper. but anyway, having an easy paper and doing well is two different things. :X Miss Chun always told us 1 mark = 1 minute, they don't worth more. hehe, and i completed the paper in 1h and had 30 min to check cos it was 60 marks. Miss Chun should be proud of me. (:

hahaha, I'll go mug chinese now, you bet. there's 4 more papers to go! yayy (: (: (:

2007-10-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

"The end of a thing is better than the beginning and the patient in the spirit better than the proud in the spirit" (Ecclesiastes 7:8)

2007-10-05T14:52:00.001+08:00

try that sudoku thing. i completed veasy in 4.00 min. beat that (:

2007-10-02T18:50:00.000+08:00

yes, I'm screwing up EYAs.
whatever, you can win my pathetic GPA for all I care.

2007-10-01T10:58:00.000+08:00

But I do love you
I don´t like to be alone in the night
I don´t like to hear I’m wrong when I’m right
I don´t like to have the rain on my shoes
but I do love you
but I do love you

I don´t like to see a sky painted gray
I don´t like when nothing´s going my way
I don´t like to be the one with the blues
but I do love you
but I do love you

Love everything about the way you´re loving me
the way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep
and I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, I do

I don´t like to turn the radio on
just to find I’ve missed my favorite song
I don´t like to be the last with the news
but I do love you
but I do love you

Love everything about the way you´re loving me
the way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep and I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do

I don´t like to be alone in the night
I don´t like to hear I’m wrong when I’m right
I don´t like to have the rain on my shoes
but I do love you
but I do love you
but I do love you
but I do love you

2007-09-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

Today marks our last Chinese lesson with zhanglaoshi and our last PE lesson with Mr Tan. I don't miss Chinese, it's full of shit. I miss PE, anyway there might be INTERCLASS RUGBY! :D :D :D

2007-09-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

I'll kick your ass.

2007-09-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

I feel like a loser. I hurt myself during rugby again yesterday and ended up with wounds that resemble decomposing meat. And I sprained the same leg in August because of rugby. (It's like I finally like something about PE and I just had to sit at the side so miserably). My brother was being nice (okay, that sucker) boasted about his first aid kit and wanted to stick some gluey thing right on my wound (something like double sided tape) and of course I didnt trust him. My mother forced my to spray opsite and I gave in cos I didnt want to quarrel with her, so I ended crying the night away.

It hurts badly despite being small wounds but after a while I realised that I wasn't crying because of the wounds. The year's ending and I'm really looking forward to after EYAs but when the year closes off, I'll be missing a lot of things like I already do.

2007-09-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

We talk about your dreams and we talk about your schemes
your high school team and your moisturizer creme
We talk about your nanna up in Muncie, Indiana
We talk about your grandma down in Alabama
We talk about your guys of every shape and size
The ones that you despise and the ones you idolize
We talk about your heart, about your brains and your smarts
And your medical charts and WHEN you start
You know talking about you makes me grin
But every now and then

I wanna talk about me
Wanna talk about I
Wanna talk about number one
Oh my me my
What I think, what I like, what I know, what I want, what I see
I like talking about you,you,you,you, usually, but occassionally
I wanna talk about me
I wanna talk about me
me me me me me

You you you you you you you you youyouyouyouyou
I wanna talk about me

2007-09-18T21:37:00.001+08:00

nothing will make me feel better

2007-09-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

My early birthday present from Michelle Soh! <3
I LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE TAUHUEY.

2007-09-16T14:51:00.001+08:00

you make me feel like I'm worth more than 1 buck.

2007-09-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

MONEY COLLECTION YESTERDAY. three thousand eight hundred :D
(charlene hates me cos she looks ugly and i censored my face without censoring hers. siying the all time money face!)

I guess we're the only people that like taking photos with money. HAHAA

2007-09-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

I feel happy today :D (and it's like the first time in ages). The day didn't start off well, waking up for Chinese tuition at 7+ and it was my brother's singing that made me so frustrated that I couldn't continue sleeping. GO DIE LAH. So I stood up and whacked him with my bolster and stuffed the pillow into his face. After tuition, I came home for a really long nap to make up for my loss of sleep in the week and this morning. (: And I watched TV for the whole day - from 爱情全保，台湾龙卷风 (this show is stupid)，some variety show, Life force, and The sky is the limit. fos shows but I like :D I stared at some angles in front of the TV, and um, chooyen helped me with the worksheet by telling me tangent is perpendicular to radius. Listening to my grandmother, mom and aunty quarrel amuses me and makes me laugh. Alright, old people have nothing better to do. BAHH, there's no ahwang on TV today.

2007-09-15T11:33:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1)new handphone (my hp buttons are so hard, sms what shit)
2)camera
3)jigsaws
4)HAHAH overall 4.0 (I'm sure lah)
5)gold

Answer the following questions.
1. the person who tag you is?
Tricia YO

2. your relationship with her is?
very intimate (:

3. your 5 impressions of her
- smart!
- sick
- helpful (:
- responsible
- fun loving

4. most memorable thing she have done for you?
- made Guides sessions fun :)

5. most memorable words they have said to you?
- I can't rmb, but I've got her smses saved in my phone

6. if they become your lover, you will?
- HAHAHA go for counselling

7. if she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
- i dk!

8. if they becomes your enemy, you will?
- be sad

9. if they becomes your enemy the reason will be?
- when i stuff her head into the fire during firelighting?

10. the most desired thing you want to do for her would be?
- growth hormones

11. overall impression of them?
- <333

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
- weird, fos

13. the character you love about yourself is?
- i dont sleep in class (cos it's not conducive enough)

14. the character you hate of yourself is?
- procrastination and emoshitting

15. person you want to be?
- more considerate, smarter, more organized, taller..

16. for people who care about you, say something!
- I love you for being you.

7. pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you.
1- Emelia
2- Siying
3- Charlene
4- Shimin
5- Rebecca
6- Michelle Soh!
7- Lynnette Tan
8- Tiffany
9- Lydia
10- Kahbian

Who is no6 having a relationship with?
- ME HAHAHA.

is no9 a male or female?
- female

if no7 and no10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- NOT BAD :D

how about 8 and 5?
- HAHAHAA I'M SURE

what is no2 studying about?
- RABBITS

when was the last you talked to no3?
- last night

what kind of music does no.8 like?
- I dk

does no1 have any siblings?
- elder sister

will you woo no3?
- NO! SHE GOT LABIXIAOXIN EYEBROWS.

how about no7?
- She likes me. But its unrequited love ):

is no 4 single?
- yes

whats the surname of number 5!
- HOE

surname of no 10?
- KOH

hobby of no.4?
- sleeping?

do no5 and no9 get along?
- think so

where does no2 study at?
- RGS

talk something casually about no1?
- She's really a wonderful friend

have you tried developing feelings about no8?
- nope

where does no9 live?
- Singapore

are no5 and 1 best friends?
- they dont know each other

does no7 like no2?
- dont know!

how you get to know no2?
- G U I D E S. (1st coy rocks)

does no1 have any pets?
- hamsters dieddd

is no7 the sexiest person in the world?
- hahaha, got nice legs (and still touches mine).

2007-09-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

今天，我要写华文字在博克上。我觉得橄榄球很好玩因为加冕很好笑。还有，很多人上前包我！因为她们喜欢我，也喜欢我手上的球。Physics也很好笑因为Siow15分钟迟到。又花了15分钟喂鸟喝水。鸟被307弄坏可是她还是让我们玩，哈哈她今天对我们很好因为没有PMS。（：女童军也很好玩可是没有点火！不是因为点不起，而是因为没有做。我下次才点。（：因为华语不好用，我不要多说了。

2007-09-13T19:16:00.000+08:00

MY SEPTEMBER JIGSAW PUZZLE.

2007-09-11T16:58:00.000+08:00

Go see PETA, and click on Pamela Anderson and the KFC video on the right hand side column. And you'll know why Mr Chew said it would give us nightmares. :X

2007-09-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

School's starting in 8hrs time and life sucks. I have yet to complete my homework and I have to get started on History FA once I finish this blogpost. I never get political revolutions especially Russian revolution and suay suay this FA's on it. I'll never get pass this SBQ fos thing and no matter how put effort I put in, Miizar will never fail to fail me. Alright, I hate history. It simply amazes me thinking about how crazy I was over history last year. Hmm,I shall stop procrastinating and get started on it.

2007-09-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

OMG,CUTEX CORRODED MY CALCULATOR. seriously! I decided to tidy my ever-so-heavy pencil case today and I wanted to clean off my name written in permanent marker on the calculator because it was fading off. So I grabbed a bottle cutex (some nailpolish remover)and started rubbing. At first, some white flakes started coming off and I thought it was just normal since I used a white zig to write "Elyssa :D". Then I realised the surface of the calculator started corroding and I spilt the cutex lotion on the coaster (which had jagged surface). my wonderful calculator that was on it, took its jagged surface too. IT LOOKS DAMN HORRIBLE and ugly.

On the other hand, I FINALLY FINISHED MY JIGSAW PUZZLE YESTERDAY! :D okay, i took quite a long time cos I did it in front of the TV and um, neopets was distracting. I'll post pictures soon :D :D

2007-09-04T00:31:00.001+08:00

Talking kok with Michelle Soh online makes me all so happy (:
& seeing this post makes her even happier, right? :D

2007-09-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

I just started a jigsaw puzzle after tuition today and um, it's my 6th piece ever since I entered secondary school. And I'm determined to finish that 1000 jigsaw puzzle in 2 days time and break my record. yay, I think I completed almost 200 pieces today (: Holidays are really fun (: And I've reached 50k for neopets; double platinum!

Oh yes, I found my watch again. It was in my tuition bag for 2 weeks and I thought I lost it again. Heh, I don't have to use my brother's ugly watch again (:

2007-08-31T20:53:00.000+08:00

Teacher's Day Celebrations today (: I had this serious urge to stay at home to sleep, but ACES day made me go to school. And Shimin and Sihui went like :O when they saw me. HEH. And Lynnette Tan kept trying to do something hanky panky when she stood next to me during ACES. GO DIE LAH. Yknow, I was dancing so beautifully, till her presence distracted me!

The teacher's day performance was only good towards the back part; Mr T was just being his usual self. Now the whole school knows 308's form teacher. KULX. We had the survey thing on math which wasted 1h of my life counting squares and patterns. Hmm, then I waited for Emelia after school. Our class did some teacher's day song thing as a class in front of 2 out of 8 of our teachers. Then I played neopets on the school com but I gave up cos minesweeper was the only game I could play since Adobe flash plugin couldnt download. Then I did some Kakuro puzzle book in hope to make myself smarter but it got so boring I fell asleep on 3 chairs. BAHH

Oh yes, later Emelia and I went to Suntec. It's been such a long time since I went out with her and I'm so glad we went out today (: We had Sakae Sushi for lunch because we were famished and it was one of the first few restaurants we saw after we stepped out of the MRT. Emelia was planning to eat 30 plates, but we ended up eating 15 in total. HAHA! And I was almost gonna burst out of my culottes; I'm fat and growing fatter. We walked around Suntec and there's so many new shops that I never knew existed. There's like some bear making factory there, weird apparel shops etc. The bear factory's damn cool. 1) choose your bear skin 2)choose a heartbeat 3)stuff it with cotton and stitch it up 4) choose clothes! alright, I'm tired of blogging.

2007-08-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

yay! SAs for this term are over (:(:(:(: I think i scrwd them, but oh nvm.

Guides today was fun! I CAN FIRELIGHT IN AN HOUR (: and my grass looks like a piece of beautiful cake. plus, i didnt use up the entire matchbox unlike the previous time. alright, i rock. Hmm, debrief time.
Ex CLs: "Y'know you all cannot _________ for firelighting" (x20)
Me: Eh, SHIT THAT'S ME! (x 20)
Siying: Oh that's Elyssa (x 20)
Charlene: HAHAAA ELYSSSA. (x 20)
Lathiga smiles. (you're guilty too!)

Hunter, Earthquake and Fire was cool lah! SIYING AND I CHEATED. and the I/Cs made us do the chicken dance after the monkey dance. so fun (:

Had dinner at Ichiban with charlene and she cant guess the names of the dishes on the conveyor belt for nuts, so she said i cheated. GO DIE LAH. I need to organise my physics file and fill in those, rather a lot of, empty worksheets. Answers better be on inet. D:

2007-08-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY THOUGHTS
~~1. English Orals~~
~~2. Chinese PT~~
~~3. Biology Test~~
~~4. Physics SPA~~
~~5. SS Test~~
~~6. History Test~~
~~7. Chem SPA~~
8. Chem Orals
~~9. Chinese Zuowen~~
10. English Expo
~~11. Philo Essay~~

12. SS PT
13. History PT

2007-08-27T18:39:00.001+08:00

TELL ME WHAT TO DO D:

2007-08-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

We had flag day yesterday, it was so tiring, I swear that if I had signed up for 2 shifts, I would be sleeping now. And I smiled like really a lot yesterday alright! It was pretty much amusing lah, a lot of stupid things happened:

1. We learnt that Singaporeans walk really fast!

2. There was this woman that picked up 1 buck right in front of Shimin and donated it. Plus she took a sticker, otherwise known as her amulet, to ward off the other flaggers.

3. An Indian man with white moustache didn't have change, so he crossed the road to change his money then donate to us! COOL MAN :D

4. We saw don't-know-what school at the same location. And um, they were competing with us. At first, we were planning to change location.BUT THEEEN, there was this twitish girl that made us wanna compete with her. So we stayed! and we won :B

5. There was a bunch of guys that started shouting "PLEASE DONATE TO CHARITY FOR YMCA". SO KOK LAH. Then the human traffic stared at them and donated to us. NYEH NYEH :P

6. Si Hui loves Flag Day!

7. Kids and old folks love Juanmin

8. YMCA stickers are ugly.

2007-08-23T21:57:00.001+08:00

"What lies before us and what lies after us is nothing compared to what lies within us".

2007-08-22T16:29:00.001+08:00

02 pictures, koped from Yinleng's blog!

2007-08-21T19:34:00.001+08:00

My room smells of kerosene, I don't know why. If you want to burn down my room, burn it down fast. And I'll remember to leave my books inside.

2007-08-20T12:39:00.001+08:00

bahh, my concentration level is 0. my history revision is also 0. I haven't got a clue about revolutions, neither have I started. & having random ideas that interests me (like reaching 450 whack a kass) plus blog surfing isn't helping. I need help for history. SOS>>

2007-08-19T20:27:00.001+08:00

Softly at the close of day
As our campfire fades away
Silently each Guide should ask
Have I done my daily task
Have I kept my honour bright
Shall I guiltless sleep tonight
Have I done and have I dared
Everything to Be Prepared.

2007-08-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

SAs
~~1. English Orals~~
~~2. Chinese PT~~
~~3. Biology Test~~
~~4. Physics SPA~~
~~5. SS Test~~
6. History Test
7. Chem SPA
8. Chem Orals
9. Chinese Zuowen
10. English Expo
11. Philo Essay

12. SS PT
13. History PT

2007-08-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

2007-08-16T18:39:00.000+08:00

2007-08-15T18:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISA :D :D

2007-08-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

OMGG, this is really random, but I suddenly realised that this year's national day has a cool date - 090807. Like how I waited for 5 months and received 2 letters, when I finally made my I/C on 050607. Dates are such cool things.

2007-08-12T15:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so screwd, got lots of homework left. But I'm still munching on kinder bueno (like that stupid advertisement) and talking to my brother online. I'll go read my philo notes soon b'cos I like the "I am pink therefore I am ham" cartoon. And soon, after learning more of philo, I'll continue to be an angel, like Mr Angel. Coolz

2007-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

今天，我中国来的同学-蔡诗敏来我家做华文表现任务。我们一整天说废话，结果搞得我们两个都捧腹大笑。我觉得话语表现任务蛮好玩，可是我的话语水平很烂，所以要从今天开始用华语来沟通（直到呈现那天），好让我的话语进步。虽然，时间不多，因为在不久的将来（星期一）我们将要呈现了。

下个星期，有很多活动：
1）华语表现任务
2）英语口试（还没有写稿）
3）bio考试
4）ss考试
5）physics spa

*华语酷 - 能用华语是福气，别失去！*

2007-08-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE (:

2007-08-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

I'll be good and not jump until I get this ugly bandage off.

2007-08-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILIN! :D

I am a pro RUGBY PLAYER. I got the ball, screamed and butted through the crowd in front of me. Then when I passed the cones, I was so happy (cos I usually suck at ball games), I jumped like crazy. Then I bounced off the grass (according to Sihui) and landed on my leg and wrist. & so that's how I got my twisted ankle and almost spoilt wrist. Valid excuse to skip school tmr ~~nyeh nyeh~~ But my ankle's really painful and fat;& I've to hop on one leg to get around

2007-08-06T23:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENNY! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY! (:

2007-08-05T20:47:00.001+08:00

Stupid rabbit and beaver, getting me all hooked up on neopets. and they cant beat my highscore for meepit juice breaker! 2,677! :PPPP

and FISH shares are rising! I told them to go buy. Siying bought, I think. But when I told Charlene about the inside info, she HAHA-ed and said that she didn't support FISH. GO DIE LAH.

2007-08-05T12:28:00.001+08:00

"Hey There Delilah"

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

2007-08-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

COH meeting was fun it was really funny with the suggestions(:

Okay, on to enthu kia - Siying. HAHAAA she's so enthu about opening the Guides cupboard. Whoever who wants to join her will be loved by her.

She made 6-7 attempts using different equipments! But then, some shouldn't be shown. :D

Stupid Rabbit wants carrot from the cupboard. But it's on top of it!

Broken pencil. HAHA

2007-08-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

Your heart will lead you home
sunny days and starry nights
lazy afternoons
you count the castles in the clouds
and hum little tunes

but somehow right before your eyes
the sun fades away
everything is different
and everything has change

if you feel lost and on your own
and far from home
you never alone, you know

just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting there
with love to share
and your heart will lead you home

funny how a photograph can take you back in time
to places and embraces
that you thought you left behind

they're trying to remind you
that you're not the only one
that no one is an island
when all has said and done

there'll come a day when you're losing your way
and you won't know where you belong
they say that home is where your heart is
so follow your heart know that you can't go wrong
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I think I've posted the lyrics of this song thrice. <3

2007-08-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

We need to change seats after having two whole terms together. SHITZ, I'll miss you as much as you guys miss me :'( Shi Min, there's so much that I want to thank you for and so much that I got to say. But it's all in the essay I promised you, heeheee. Just rmb that when you rotate your head around 150 degrees to your right, you can see me! And I'll blow flying kisses over. Kexin, you damn emo kid. I'm gonna be behind you now cos' I grew taller. :D TANJUANMIN, you kiampa shit. Bet you're gonna miss me like hell. But I'll be only 1 seat away! YAPSIHUI, we can't wake you up anymore, but just make sure that you pass the goodies and foodies our way during lesson time! :D Lynnette Tan, you can fight with Tiffany for my the other smooth chair!

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Beave and Rabbit, I WANT DINNER; feed me this friday.

2007-07-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

Urban Hike & Farewell 2007

We'd urban hike today (: Nissans are cool lah. Vera was my PL and the rest of the members were enthu. Yinleng sacrificed herself for us during the Gatsby model and the "WAH, LOOK THERE" station. Thanks a lot! Siying claims that we bullied you >< I think this year's urban hike is really cool, cos the games changed a lot. (:

Later, we had farewell. I don't know why but those messages made me really sad. I'm missing a lot of sec 4s. Thank you CLs for making this entire year of Guides so fun, I mean it (: Yup, plus all those proposals and stuff. When the three of you come together, you all do the weirdest things and it gets funny. Like how the crumbs flew out of the plastic bag today. Haha. & actually, we do blogsurf too.

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Isa, thankyou so much and it's been really great knowing and working with you. (: Denise! I promise I won't bend when I hug you again neither will I whack your chin. Rebecca, I don't think you're scary anymore, perhaps I'm braver that's why I'm no longer scared. (: Zhixian! Thankyou for taking care of Jasmine and telling the lamest jokes during patrol corner! Jiayue, Thankyou for everything, especially the chocolates you bought for the entire patrol during patrol corner (: Yenyen, You hugged me the other day, and it was really sweet, I like (: Charlene Soh! You taught me the slaughter chicken song in Sec 2 but I've forgotten how to sing it already leh.Vinna, sorry screwing up tentage. Our tent was never straight, did it even manage to stand? Haha. Thanks all the same! Weiting is the best footdrill I/C ever (: Hey Kellie, I'm really sorry for the spamming of Enrolment clauses but thanks alot alot alot. Michelle, I don't know you well, but Shimin and Claudia told me that you're nice. Eileen, haha, did I frighten you when I cried when you booked me? xD Actually, I felt really stupid after that.

"All these years you have loved and cared for us; and we have looked up to you as role models. From failing tests to fallen tents to fireless pits, you have always inspired us to pick ourselves up whenever we fall. We are so sorry for all the worries and tears down your pretty faces and heartaches we have caused.

After you leave, there will be a missing void in our lives that can never be filled by anyone, anytime, anywhere. Promise us that you won’t EVER leave us behind and come back to visit us. We love you as much as fish love water, cows love grass, pigs love mud, vegetarians love veggies, mice love cheese, cats love mice, and as much as YOU LOVE US."

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3 years pass so fast. Guess what Desirene and Yenlin, I found our hidden dead blog that we had in Sec2. I can't rmb the username or password for nuts, but the latest post that's dated 26/04/06 by Desirene made me rofl. Ah, poon rocks. We have changed so much since don't know when. Physically; Desirene looked like some nerdhead in Sec 1, now she has baozha hair. Yenlin's fuzzy round hair got transformed into a ponytail. I got my fuzzy hair rebonded too. Sec 2 was really fun too cos we got more sociable and made good friends for life. Everything's moving real fast.

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After our long talk, Siying, Charlene and I went for lunch date. Okay, guess which is the nicest animal; fish/beaver/rabbit. Duh, Fish, DUH!

2007-07-24T19:26:00.000+08:00

I'm bad at expressing myself. Bahh

But Yenyen's hug was so sweet & spasming with Emelyn did help.

2007-07-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

Everyone says I'm scary. At first I thought it was just a few people, now it's almost everyone :X HAHAAA, so amusing! YenLin aims to scare all her juniors next year, by daoing them in school and glaring at them (she's got a warped mindset). nyeh nyeh! I subconsciously completed this before you (:

Do I really have a scary face, like >:[ as quoted by Siying? I'm not that scary lahhh, a bit only! But knowing how ppl view me makes me laugh, I guess I know myself the best :D

Your Heart Will Lead You Home!

2007-07-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Your Heart Will Lead You Home - Kenny Loggins

sunny days and starry nights
lazy afternoons
you count the castles in the clouds
and hum little tunes

but somehow right before your eyes
the sun fades away
everything is different
and everything has change

if you feel lost and on your own
and far from home
you never alone, you know

just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting there
with love to share
and your heart will lead you home

funny how a photograph can take you back in time
to places and embraces
that you thought you left behind

they're trying to remind you
that you're not the only one
that no one is an island
when all has said and done

there'll come a day when you're losing your way
and you won't know where you belong
they say that home is where your heart is
so follow your heart know that you can't go wrong

2007-07-21T23:05:00.001+08:00

I told myself that I was only gonna spend maximum 1hour decorating my CmPS journal cos it has a huayu cool! cover page. but since we changed our project to some birdbird thing, I feel the need to redecorate it. whatever the purpose is, I spent 3-4hrs on it! Zzzzzzz. Anyway, it's pretty x)

I've basically spent my day at tuition, on THAT journal, collating survey results plus graphs and pie charts, watching some spastic show on beggars on ch62 + xunqinji + expressdelivery. okay, I wasted 1 day of my life like that.

2007-07-21T14:26:00.000+08:00

My new highscore :D
click here to play!

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sometimes, I don't even know what I want.

2007-07-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

RHD! I'm glad I made the right choice and didn't pon today :)I'm such a good good girl. It was rather fun - culture appreciation, food, concert, games, knot tying dot dot dot.

Shimin and juanmin had osl shifts, just imagine the number of people that got disfigured by them :S Anyway, shimin, sihui and I queued up for tutukueh for 45 mins. I felt really stupid, cos it tasted like poopoo.

after we were done with home room activities, which was none other than chinese knot tying, we started cleaning up the classroom in hope of getting dismissed early. but then, we ended cleaning the class thoroughly, which is good! haiyan has really cool HCl which she used to when mopping the floor. I bet she got it from chem practical yesterday. nyeh nyeh nyeh :P (you pour it on the floor, and it sparkles and turns white instantaneously! TA-DDAAAA)

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After dismissal, went out with Chooyen, tricia plus yenyee and friends, to meet up with poon who skipped school. we walked around at far east looking for the weirdest things on earth, and decided to get something really horny. yup, later we went to ps to cos far east seemed really limited & I managed to get some stuff.

When tricia and yenlin left later on, desirene and I shopped around for clothes. She needed a new wardrobe, I needed nicer clothes. I got a dress from outfitter that looked somewhat nice (: Anyway, it feels so nice to go shopping with them!

Poon and I started talking about the weirdest stuff at the bus stop while waiting for 14. We were being far sighted and talked about JC stuff. Hmmm, like will the whole bunch of us still be as close in JC? Be in the same cca? Do the same stupid stuff blah blah.

I'm tired after a long and fun day :) I shall go sleep soon!

2007-07-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

In the car -
Mommy: What time do you end tmr?
Me: Ehhh, 1.40 i think. Not sure.
Mommy: Wah, so good?
Me: Racial Harmony Day, no lessons.
Mommy: Then don't go lah! :D

My mom is so cool! :)

2007-07-18T19:32:00.000+08:00

True Colors
You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

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sorry Shi Min and Juanmin for being such an idiot today. I think I need tauhuey to make me feel better! :)

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Yesterday we had crime prevention exhibition. It was interesting and fun, seriously :D Policemen have really cool equipment in their car, y'know. & they were friendly too! :)

2007-07-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

Stress reliever! :D

2007-07-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but lessons are getting really long and draggy everyday. It's either the teachers or just me & I think it's me. Somehow, all the lessons seem pointless to me, it's like they dont do concrete work in class, and expect us to bring them all home to finish up. RAWRR.

I'm really tired, I need more sleep or I'll become more cranky :X

2007-07-15T18:35:00.000+08:00

In 1992 (the year you were born)

George H.W. Bush is president of the US

Hurricane "Andrew" becomes the most costly in US history with $20 billion worth of damage

Arkansas Governor Bill Clinton is elected President of the United States

Riots break out in Los Angeles after police are acquitted in the Rodney King case

An "Earth Summit" is held in Brazil to address global environmental problems

Jay Leno replaces Johnny Carson as host of the Tonight Show on NBC

George H. W. Bush becomes ill on a visit in Japan and vomits on the Japanese Prime Minister

Mike Tyson goes on trial charged with raping a 1991 Miss Black America Contest contestant

Amy Fisher, the "Long Island Lolita," is arrested for shooting Mary Jo Buttafuoco on the front porch of her home

Toronto Blue Jays win the World Series

Washington Redskins win Superbowl XXVI

Pisstburgh Penguins win the Stanley Cup

Aladdin is the top grossing film

"End of the Road" by Boyz II Men spends the most time at the top of the US charts

Mad About You and The Real World premiere

Sailor Moon premieres on TV Asahi in Japan

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Your Luck Quotient: 60%

You have an average luck quotient.
There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.
You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.
So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

How Lucky Are You?

Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

2007-07-15T09:25:00.000+08:00

You are 67% Aquarius

How Aquarius Are You?

2007-07-14T22:59:00.001+08:00

I'm really scared, and it's not because I'm paranoid or anything. I'm not afraid of ruining myself; screwing the rest up is what I'm really scared of. I'm really sorry about today, if you see from my point of view, you'll freak out like Yen Lin. Is today the post-effect of Friday 13th? :(

I'm praying that kind people do exists.

2007-07-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

Today's timetable is really screwed. ): It sucks not having that extra 5 minutes; be it for toilet breaks/ loitering outside classrooms/ walking/ sleeping .. I WANT IT! Our school system is really bad.

For PE, I could pitch & catch & bat so beautifully during softball! It's such a pity if you didn't see me at work today! cos usually, the ball doesn't get bat when I pitch and doesn't fly when I bat. Get what I mean? :D Anyway, I'm starting to love softball, and sadly, this is the very last lesson of the module. I was just wondering what I was doing the past few weeks :Z

Hmm, for Guides, Emelyn and I were I/Cs. It was a really different experience; cos usually you stare at people, but now you're being stared at. Anyway, a big thank you to all the I/Cs and CLs that helped us so much! Thank you to Joyce, Siying, Lynnette, Laura for everything. Plus Emelyn! I got so much to say to you, but I don't know where to start from. I love you, oh so much :)It's so nice working with you!

After Guides, we had Balestier Hill Campfire. All of us some sort of got lost cos the school was really ulu, but we managed to find our way there even though an Indian woman gave us the wrong directions :( The campfire made me feel that our AA was really good! :D There was this crazy yellow girl that was very enthu but she appeared a bit siao siao to me. Anyway, I took part in some eating wasabi thingum with Joyce, wasn't that bad, cos the wasabi hardly touched my tongue. Plus, they gave fruitips to soothe the throat haha! :) -- It was such an unforgettable night for Glenys; she's a hot dancer!

Reached home at 9.30 and slept on the sofa till 11 without realising till my mom woke me up. My flu's getting worse and I'm gonna asphyxiate when I kiss the dummy tmr. This reminds me - I really have to get started on the Red Cross ppt now.
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Today's Friday 13th:
1. Chua WeiXian's Birthday! - Happy Birthday! :D I LOVE YOU (& YOU LOVE ME)
2. My mom got into a car accident. You see, a yellow cab whammed into the school bus, which in turn whacked her car's bumper away. & she's using some ugly red car from the insurance company that smells like plastic. It's so friday 13th!

2007-07-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

Lessons always make me yawn. I think I suffer from ADD - Attention Deficit Disorder. Anyway, I had cooking with Emelia after school and letchimi was mean to us as usual. She complained about everything, from collecting coffee to burnt lasagne (we like brown more than yellow lah), to organising cutlery. I like the relief teacher, she treats us much nicer :D

We went to Strings and MEP concert at 7.30, saw chooyenlin and wanting and tiq! ...
Anyway, good job penny and sohyenglin! both of you look like future musicians that will go on scholarship to far far away! :D I didnt sleep at all! & it was really good and amusing, especially the skeletons and viola boat. good job, good job! LOVE LOVE! :)

2007-07-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

I woke up with a sorethroat on the right side of my throat. Don't ask me what it means but it only feels painful on the right side. Our entire group was like lying on the table for math and humming "silent night" loudly, cos I wanted to lullaby Shi Min to sleep with my mellifluous voice (:

SPA was SPAstic. OMG I AM SO PUNNY! -.-

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I need a new blogskin. :X

2007-07-07T18:52:00.001+08:00

Got up really early today to meet the rest at Dhoby G. MRT. Haha, then we ended up sitting in a row outside the control station.

At the start, it was really boring. Our instructor spent like 20+ mins on the first slide. And we had like hundreds of slides. Later,Sec3s had lunch together at the food court at PS(: But there wasn't much time.

After lunch, I felt damn bloated & sleepy during the presentation. I guessed it was the same for everyone. I don't feel like typing, I shall upload photos!

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Tricia hurt her hand! :O

& nails got into my finger. (haha, looks fake. And they're fake. There was this "burnt skin" that looked the most disgusting)

--Practical--

We had the choking session thing, when Chooyen smacked me when I asked if she was pregnant. & her belly button is really hard to find. Then when she did it on me, she almost made me vomit. Hahah!

Say hello to the ugly dummy :)

Attentive listeners:

Lathiga's excited!

Lathiga gave her first kiss away!

Wei Ling is a good listener (:

The sec2 Yin Leng performing CPR. The shirt was up because we couldn't locate the area, not because of anything else. :D

Our instructor looking really stressed.

I did the choking thing and CPR thing really bad. The choking thing made was really funny. I couldn't remember the steps so the instructor was really having a headache. Yenyee pushed the head of the dummy up with much 'skilfulness' (so did I), and the instructor said that we would break the person's neck. Then when it came to mouth to mouth thingy, I laughed like shit.

Later, when I did the CPR, I made some improvements (better than the first round!). But wasn't that good either xD The dummy wasn't working, then the instructor said that I was kissing it and not blowing it cos the lungs weren't inflated. So I gladly pronounced it dead! Then he said that I was louya and he would go try blowing and if it worked, I was going to practise it without going home. Hahahaaa, nehneh! It didn't work cos his mouth got detached from his trachea, lalaa :D so when it got reattached, my blowing worked :P

So in other words, I'm a good first aider!

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My horrible neighbour is having some karaoke session. I dont know which side it comes from, cos it's so loud, i can hear it from all directions. There's this bunch of aunties cheering like siao over the microphone, singing teochew songs and attempting to speak English. There was even this song that one woman translated into English "... accctuali, your heart don't hap mee."

Omg, I so can't get the Krebs cycle and everything. & her blasting voice is making it worse. ): I got really weird neighbours. Some move house at midnight, some demand that we trim our mango tree, some that karaoke till way past midnight with indian/ dialect songs. zzzzz :X

2007-07-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

VOTE FOR JUANMIN! TAN JUAN MIN!

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Lessons were quite boring.
1)Got new math relief teacher cos LP-L went for reservice.
2)Listened to zhanglaoshi's jokes and drew campaign stickers; he hardly did any proper work.
3)Analogies of cars as relationships during English.
4)Biology practical with stinky yeast.

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Guides today was rather fun, with Earth day poems and reminders to flush toilets with little water.

As usual, footdrill was fun and spastic! :D I like the footdrill i/cs, and yenlin for the swap (I think you rock!)

2007-07-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

I didn't feel sleepy today for once! Must be all the sleep during the holidays :D (okay, i can feel my eyebags gradually shrinking:)

I tried negotiating with my mom for 2 new hamsters over dinner:
Mommy: Are you sure you got enough time for it? Are you sure it's for you and not for Auntie Marline? How often are you going to play and talk to it?
Brother: If you really love it, leave it in the pet shop.

AWWW MAN, I'M SO CARING,I CAN GIVE MORE LOVE TO THEM THAN THE SAM & YICK AUNTIE!

2007-06-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today's foot drill rocks! :D It's like the best one I ever had, and the one I laughed the most (not supposed to be a good thing but..)

Charlene Soh and Wei Ting are the coolest footdrill I/Cs! <333333 I want more footdrill, by them of course! :D

Haha, and the spastic basketball!

2007-06-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

My hamster died.

2007-06-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

screeeeeewww it. There's school tmr, and I'm praying I'll have a fever. :)

Anyway, I think I've grown taller, so maybe when I wear my pinafore tmr, it will feel shorter. It feels so good to be tall, haha perhaps those skipping helped :DDDD

2007-06-19T22:50:00.001+08:00

i'm enjoying the last bit of my holidays! whooohoo (don't talk about homework, i still have a lot :S)

Anyway, I spent some quality time with my hamster today :)
It's getting skinnier and pickier, last time it was this fat fur ball. I got it fruit bites and it only eats banana slices and not raisins or oranges. Stupid hamster, I'll make you run 1 km if you still don't eat.

Time for photos! :D

Ain't it photogenic? :D

An attempt to clean itself.

I gave it a bath while my maid cleaned the cage. So it's wet, it's not the dip-into-water-then-save-it-from-drowning type of bathing (although I would gladly like to try). It's the hamster spray bath thing. I'm not such a sadist yet (: Anyway, it looks cool with spike hair and playing in the bath house.

Haha, sawdust gets stuck on your wet hair, handsome! You look like cereal prawns, yummm yumm :D

I think my hamster will look better with double eyelids, okay, stupid idea.

2007-06-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

iTunes randomly played this song that I didn't know existed in my library. It's really nice for a lullaby :D

Longer - Dan Fogelberg

Longer than there’ve been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there’ve been stars up in the heavens
I’ve been in love with you.

Stronger than any mountain cathedral
Truer than any tree ever grew
Deeper than any forest primeval
I am in love with you.

I’ll bring fires in the winters
You’ll send showers in the springs
We’ll fly through the falls and summers
With love on our wings.

Through the years as the fire starts to mellow
Burning lines in the book of our lives
Though the binding cracks and the pages start to yellow
I’ll be in love with you.

Longer than there’ve been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there’ve been stars up in the heavens
I’ve been in love with you
I am in love with you.

CmPS!

2007-06-08T11:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, we had CmPS meeting at Far East! (: We've almost completed our report, except for some parts that really can't be done until we finish our project! The meeting was really spastic and fun! I love my CmPS group :D

Let the photos do the talking:)

My role is . . . (written by Wan Ting) Haha, and WanTing is our photographer! :D

Working time:

Emelia's hardworking! :D

XinEn and her soup at Gelare :)

Our meeting was fruitful & fun. :D

2007-06-04T01:30:00.001+08:00

FEEL MY JOY! :D

2007-06-02T18:06:00.001+08:00

hmm, I'm rotting at home. Koped a quiz from tricia's blog which was actually from desirene's blog.

1. Name out once of each friends with names starting with A to Z.

[a]tiqa
[b]eatrice [obs watchmate]
[c]hoo yen
[d]esirene
[e]melia
[f]iona [sperm woman from 309]
[g]wendolyn
[h]oong yan
[i]sabelle (same as desirene and tricia)
[j]uanmin
[k]exin
[l]athiga (same as desirene and tricia)
[m]ichelle [soh yeng lin!]
[n]atasha
[o]delia [sec 2 manito]
[p]enelope
[q]i ying
[r]uixin
[s]himin (same as desirene)
[t]ricia
[u]-can't find-
[v]ienna
[w]ee
[x]urui
[y]enyee (same as desirene and tricia)
[z]hixian (same as desirene)

2. How many siblings does A have? Name them
1 sister in coral primary school. um her name is A____________________.

3. What does B SMS you about?
Uh, nothing?

4. What is C's nickname?
Chooyen! CHOOYENLIN! choochoo?

5. How did you get to know D?
Guides! Chooyen was my sec 1 classmate. Poon was her patrol mate, so.. fate allowed us to be together. HURHUR! :D

6. How despo is E?
As far as I know, not at all :D

7. How much older/younger is F than you?
Um, not sure. :X

8. Name 3 of G's best friends.
Charissa, Naomi, Melanie

9. Does H knows I?
LOL, DUH!

10. What happens if J suddenly turns into your enemy?
I'll get sent for DC and somehow get lots of beta & get kicked out of RG.

11. Under what condition will K & L gets married?
when all men die.

12. How many people do you know with M's name?
five.
Michelle Soh
Michelle Tan
Michelle Tan
Michelle Ang
Michelle Koh

13. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N?
hmm, got nothing much to talk about.

14. Do you think O knows P?
definitely not.

15. How geeky is Q?
haha, dont know.

16. Is R very popular?
Think so. She has cool hair when she runs. :D

18. Is T a very random person?
hmm, nope.

19. How are U & V related?
U = ?

20. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend
YEAH! the cool thing that has grey edition shoes!

21. When is the last time u met up with X? saw her in school?
I can't rmb. Sec 1? umm, giving back of bio MYA that day.

22. Are Y & Z enemies?
nope.

23. Of A to Z, which one do u love the most and will give <3s?
It's hard to make a choice. I love more than half of the above :S

24. Will you betray any of them?
HAHA, DESIRENE LOVES FRENCH FRIES WITHOUT SALT.
Kexin is an indian in disguise
TRICIA READS PORN

25. Have u loved and confessed to any one in A to Z?
Um, A LOT.

26. Have you tagged A to Z informing them that they have to take this quiz too?
haha, I koped this from them.

2007-06-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

hmm, I'm rotting at home. Koped a quiz from tricia's blog which was actually from desirene's blog.

1. Name out once of each friends with names starting with A to Z. (shall refer to handphone randomly. lol. LAZY. some aren't exactly good friends but my phonebook SCREWED.)

[a]tiqa
[b]eatrice [obs watchmate]
[c]hoo yen
[d]esirene
[e]melia
[f]iona [sperm woman from 309]
[g]wendolyn
[h]oong yan
[i]sabelle (same as desirene and tricia)
[j]uanmin
[k]exin
[l]athiga (same as desirene and tricia)
[m]ichelle [soh yeng lin!]
[n]atasha
[o]delia [sec 2 manito]
[p]enelope
[q]i ying
[r]uixin
[s]himin (same as desirene)
[t]ricia
[u]-can't find-
[v]ienna
[w]ee
[x]urui
[y]enyee (same as desirene and tricia)
[z]hixian (same as desirene)

2. How many siblings does A have? Name them
1 sister in coral primary school. um her name is A____________________.

3. What does B SMS you about?
Uh, nothing?

4. What is C's nickname?
Chooyen! CHOOYENLIN! choochoo?

5. How did you get to know D?
Guides! Chooyen was my sec 1 classmate. Poon was her patrol mate, so.. fate allowed us to be together. HURHUR! :D

6. How despo is E?
As far as I know, not at all :D

7. How much older/younger is F than you?
Um, not sure. :X

8. Name 3 of G's best friends.
Charissa, Naomi, Melanie

9. Does H knows I?
LOL, DUH!

10. What happens if J suddenly turns into your enemy?
I'll get sent for DC and somehow get lots of beta & get kicked out of RG.

11. Under what condition will K & L gets married?
when all men die.

12. How many people do you know with M's name?
five.
Michelle Soh
Michelle Tan
Michelle Tan
Michelle Ang
Michelle Koh

13. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N?
hmm, got nothing much to talk about.

14. Do you think O knows P?
definitely not.

15. How geeky is Q?
haha, dont know.

16. Is R very popular?
Think so. She has cool hair when she runs. :D

18. Is T a very random person?
hmm, nope.

19. How are U & V related?
U = ?

20. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend
YEAH! the cool thing that has grey edition shoes!

21. When is the last time u met up with X? saw her in school?
I can't rmb. Sec 1? umm, giving back of bio MYA that day.

22. Are Y & Z enemies?
nope.

23. Of A to Z, which one do u love the most and will give <3s?
It's hard to make a choice. I love more than half of the above :S

24. Will you betray any of them?
HAHA, DESIRENE LOVES FRENCH FRIES WITHOUT SALT.
Kexin is an indian in disguise
TRICIA READS PORN

25. Have u loved and confessed to any one in A to Z?
Um, A LOT.

26. Have you tagged A to Z informing them that they have to take this quiz too?
haha, I koped this from them.

2007-06-01T12:07:00.001+08:00

I went back to school on Wednesday to submit Guides carnival tickets & Guides handbook. I really wanted to go for BIG breakfast with the trio. Zzzz, had campaign meeting. y'won't want to know how it went. Anyway, Lathiga, Tricia and Poon got caught in the rain, so I was some lucky shit. :D

Collected MYA report aftter Mrs Tan's long talk. GPA doesn't really matter to me anymore, perhaps only a weenie bit. There's much more in life than those 3 figures! (:

Later, I went out with Emelia.
1) Bugis for Happy Meal
2) White sands - played some kiddy carnival
3) Pasir Ris Town Park - wanted to go fishing but ended up watching ppl fish
4) Tampiness Mall - watched Shrek 3 + Toy r' us + walked ard

Shrek 3 was lame, but I like ;D I'd a damn good laugh and I don't mind watching it again! :D Anyway, I die die must get Gingy from the McDonald auntie.

Last night, I went out with the ballet gang to watch TJC + SAJC + NUS concert at UCC- Reverie III Dancer in my heart. Some dances were really good (: not to mention thosee rich in chinese culture, which had weird chinese songs. Anyway, yesterday night went by with the farewell outing. Goodbye my friends! :)

2007-05-28T14:46:00.000+08:00

Now that holidays are here, my life feels so empty. I realised that I've hobbies that no longer interest me. & I've got homework that I'm only going to start in June.

Um, so it's TV programmes this week! :D & a bit of Sims2. I got to complete building my house.

Yup, I shall write my goals for this holidays! :D

- Complete homework list (it's quite long so i don't think i'll waste my time typing it here)
- Get pecs
- Lose 900g
- Get fishes for the tank
- Grow taller (6 cm will do)
- Organise contacts in HP
- Organise my life
- Shopping with mommmy! & emelia :)

I'll continue this list if anything else comes to my mind

Open House!

2007-05-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

Hello holidays! :D
I woke up today thinking that today was yet another home-working day, but amazingly, I realized that the holidays have started! Physics PT is over too!

Yesterday was Open House, quite little visitors as compared to last year. Personally, I felt that our booth was the prettieeest one in the canteen. Everything went quite okay, I guess. (:

y'know one aim of open house is to let the sec 3s bond, and I feel that I'm much closer to some of my batch mates because I talked and worked with ppl I hadn't talked to for ages.

& thankk you batchmates, CLs & Pauline!

Okay, time for pictures!
Our Guides booth:

Oh yeah, Siying's poster design for those that wanted a copy of it. It's pretty isn't it? :D Draw your own eyeballs/ get yenyee to help you.

Hey people flying off, don't miss me.
Hmm, CHOO YEN WENT TO NEWZEALAND TO MILK COWS. I don't have a talk kok partner for a week. I'm gonna miss your voice on the phone, chooyen. bring milk home.:D
YENYEEEEE IS GOING TOO! (perhaps in chooyen's luggage)

TRICIA'S GOING FRANCE. goodbye, my love. Have fun!:)

LATHIGA'S GOING BINTAN. If you're reading this, remember to get me 1.5 litres of bintan's sand! you promised me at KFC the other day. Hahaha! :P

WEE IS GOING WALES. I'll miss you!

YILIN is also going for a good family holiday too! & she told me that she loved me before she left. <33333 :)

& MY BROTHER IS GOING BINTAN. (I only found out today, and he's leaving tmr. Haha ><)Okay, have fun with the girls. Maybe he'll see Lathiga sun bathing her hot body.

While you all are away, I'll be right here, protecting Singapore, my home. Haha, with Desirene! :D

Walk Away

2007-05-23T19:28:00.000+08:00

this song is good for K-boxing in your bedroom, but make sure the doors and windows don't shatter. i think the last stanza of the lyrics is cool shit(:

Walk Away - Franz Ferdinand

I swapped my innocence for pride
Crushed the end within my stride
Said I'm strong now I know that I'm a leaver
I love the sound of you walking away, you walking away
Mascara bleeds a blackened tear, oh
And I am cold, yes, I'm cold
But not as cold as you are
I love the sound of you walking away, you walking away
I love the sound of you walking away, walking away, hey hey

Why don't you walk away?
Why don't you walk away?

Why don't you walk away?
No buildings will fall down
Won't you walk away
No quake will split the ground
Won't you walk away
The sun won't swallow the sky
Won't you walk away?
Statues will not cry

Don't you walk away
Why don't you walk away?
Why don't you walk away?
Why don't you walk away?
Hey

mmmmm

I cannot turn to see those eyes
As apologies may rise
I must be strong and stay an unbeliver X
And love the sound of you walking away, you walking away
Mascara bleeds into my eye, oh
And I'm not cold, I am old
At least as old as you are
la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
And as you walk away
Oh, as you walk away

Oh, as you walk away
My headstone crumbles down
As you walk away
The Hollywood winds will howl
As you walk away
The Kremlin's falling
As you walk away
Radio Four is static

As you walk away
Oh, as you walk away
Oh, as you walk away
Oh, as you walk away
Hey

The stab of stiletto
On a silent night
Stalin smiles and Hitler laughs
Churchill claps Mao Tse Tung on the back

2007-05-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

bahh, it's like past midnight now. and i'm still stuck with physics pt. 10% completed and it's not enough. ahh, whatever. I'm having my holiday mood. Guess what, i'm looking forward to CmPS meetings! :D Imagine how cool our project will be - "kill two birds with one stone?" I love our CmPS group, it's so fun meeting during the holidays to chiong our report :D

Oh yeah! & Chinese PT. Meeting up with Shimin is so fun, but since it's for work, KX and JM's not coming along :X I don't think we will produce anything good cos we will just eat and chat through the night. But still... it's gonna be so F-U-N! :D

AW, even though there's so much work to be done, I WANT YOU, HOLIDAYS.

2007-05-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

It's the last week of school! (: countdown - 3 more days. Everybody's brains have flown off for holidays, as quoted from MS C.S. I don't have the mood to write expositions or study converging&diverging lenses. I guess I'll save the lenses topics for holiday revision cos' I don't get what the relief teacher is talking about. Haha, I guess it's the same for my entire class except for those who has physics tuition.

Okay, talking about physics, I haven't started on physics PT due this saturday. I'll try to start by tonight, end by this thursday. Zzzz :S I hate last minute work but still.. XD

After MYAs, school got a bit more fun, although we're still busy with work:
1. Friday's Guides session: We marched around the track for footdrill, it was really fun. Hahahaa, Lathiga makes me laugh when she commands for footdrill. Okay, I'm not better, I suck at malay words.

2. Photo-taking yesterday: Had lunch at far east with the gang. & Never sit in facing desirene when eating - want to know why? try it out :P Oh yeah, and she changed my phone's screensaver to some you-know-who's face. Imagine my mom seeing it -.- Oh yeah, stupid yenyee had makeup class and because of that, she won't have her face in the yearbook. :X

3. English exposition on EMO FAD: I wanted to quote from Kexin, the whole time emo shit. But MS C.S. wanted us to quote from ppl more reputable. Zzzz but anyway, Kexin quoted from Professor Yap (i.e. me!) HURHUR!

4.Kexin has a new phone, but that's not the point. The picture of me and Shimin is her wallpaper & she doesn't want to change it. Yeah and soon enough, it's gonna be her screensaver, and her phone start-up picture. HAHA, I LOVE YOU HANKX!

MYAs

2007-05-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

stop pushing the blame on us.
that's bad.
not like we want it. humphhhhff

2007-05-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

ORA! got to school earlier than normal today. The walk-a-jogathon was really boring. it was a round round the track, out and around the school, admiring the anderson road condos. :x Our school's lower sec was so enthu, ran and sprint like siao, while we were strolling around. R I was really fast even though they started slower, i bet at least half of them overtook us. HAHA. so laokui :P R J C started the last,and they were even worse than us. after 5 minutes, they seemed like they were still on the same spot. :S Like what claudia said, "save your energy for the final dash to the $1 coupon" hahaha! The school's quite smart, $3 coupon before the run and after you 'ran' you get another happy 1 buck.

After all, people do it for the school activity. Later Juan and I started looking for food. I tell you ah, R G S is the worst place to hold fun fair. I could hardly breathe in the squashed up canteen. :( Oh yeah, yenlin's sandwich sucked. There was this game of hitting the ruggers. i think 3 throws for 2 bucks or something like that. I'd some serious urge to take part and throw the sandwich at the guys :B

Yupp, Emelia and I went roaming to the Indian stall, it was really cool leh! I would buy if they actually sold potu, but they didn't. ;x I had still some coupons left, it was like having coupons but not wanting to spend them on yucky food (food poisoning hurts like poo). Yeah so bought bookmarks from Miss Setoe, besides it's for charity.

Later, We bought air rifle tickets in hope of winning creative zen and crumplers, but somehow, the bullets didnt wanna meet the bullseye. So two of us, plus jiali and xinen won 7 sweets each. haha, so cool uh!

Emelia made me something really really sweet <33333333 Thanks a lot! I love it :D

Friends are angels without wings :D

Poor Juanmin, Shimin, Yingxuan and Claudia were washing cars for osl, under the hot sun. But quite cool leh - get to wash MERCEDES. If i were them, the first thing i would do is to pluck out the sign in front. HAHA. IMAGINE A JAGUAR - it would be added to my collection of farm animals at home. :)

After that, I had lunch with mommy and her godma at Ichiban Sushi. Guess what, later I dumped them at John Little and Carrefour and went shopping for mother's day gift. To think of it, it's really weird - you go shopping with your mom and chuck her in a departmental store and get her a present elsewhere. Haha, but whatever, I got no means of transportation - lost my EZ link and got no coins.

I got her 2 chomel necklaces - pink natural gemstone; greenish one too. :D My brother has no time to buy, so just bought another one on his behalf. & the stupidest thing i ever did was to carry my small handbag. Those 2 boxes could not fit in. So mommy knew i bought something, and i guess she's smart enough to know that i bought it for her since i tried desperately to hide it away from her.

Today's a very fruitful shopping trip, cos i also managed to get myself my ipod protective cover and earphones twirl-around-thingum. The cover is super pretty shit - clear acrylic on the back and metallic pink on the top. :DD

Down with MYAs.

2007-05-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOOOOO!!! MYAs ARE OVERRRRR :DDDDDDD

Goodbye eyebags and dark circles! you suck.

Physics was really really bad, I'm not kidding, cos i didn't have any idea what to do. Quite stupid though, cos I knew I revised it :X Mental block, i guess. But it's okay! :D They're over! WHEEE!

One of these days, I've got to start cleaning up the piles of paper and books roaming in the house, especially in the room. They are messed up on the tables, chairs and the floor. ZZZZZ I think I got to get a huge box to dump everything in.

2007-05-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hand in my pocket

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby
What it all comes down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab...

Forgiveness

2007-05-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

Forgiveness

Therapy - When someone hurts you, there is nothing you can do to undo or reverse the hurt. You might feel that retaliation can assuage your pain, that your suffering can be made worthwhile by causing injury to your attacker, but it only keeps you stuck in a place of hatred. The grudges you harbour are like an anchor that keeps you weighted down. If you continue to hold an intense grievance, you are giving what happened in the past the power to determine your present emotional well being. Until you forgive, you will be victimized over and over again, trapped in an emotional prison, unable to move on with the rest of your life.

But do you really believe in forgiveness? Are some injuries so grievous that they should not be forgiven? Murder, for example? Or an extra marital affair? Or can everything, ultimately, be soothed by the balm of amnesty? Each one of us will have a different view of the extent and scope of forgiveness. But in order to get on with our lives, we all have to try. Even the parents of Protestant and Catholic families in Northern Ireland whose children had been killed by each other, had to find some way to reject the cycle of violence and embrace peace.

Studies have shown that there are measurable benefits to forgiveness:

For instance, forgiving is good for your health. Studies show that people who forgive more readily report fewer health problems while people who blame others for their troubles have a higher incidence of illness such as cardiovascular disease and cancers.

Forgiving is good for your peace of mind. Studies of divorced people show that those who forgave their former spouse were healthier emotionally than those who chose not to forgive. The forgivers had a higher sense of well being and lower anxiety and depression.

If you're trying to forgive, but find it extremely difficult, don't be too hard on yourself. Remember, forgiveness is a process - it takes time and patience. You must be ready. Realize that forgiveness is for you - not for anyone else.

You also have to understand that forgiving does not mean you are condoning the actions of the offender or what they did to you. It does mean that you will blame less and find a way to think differently about what happened to you.

Forgiveness gives you the chance to leave the bad things in the past, and refocus on the positives in your life. To invest more time, energy and love on the people and things you still have.

Remember, a life well lived is the best revenge.

Life

2007-05-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

I think Mr T makes a lot of sense. Our life revolves too much around school work, such that we neglect health and other things. Personally, I think I put too much focus on work and neglect my family as well as my health. It's like mugging chao hard for exams and forgetting about all the content the following month, or rather week. And everything is just for those beautiful figures on the pieces of paper, entitled "Report Book".

My brother told me that how capable a person is, is not judged by GPA but instead how well he/she balances her life despite having so many commitments.

I'm gonna take charge of my life and prioritise. :)

“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”

Better Man

2007-05-01T11:29:00.001+08:00

"Better Man" - Robbie Williams

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man